Parkland murderer is a scumbag work in progress

To the Parkland victims families and friends, do not forgive Nicholas Cruz and continue to hate him forever. If you forgive him or love him in the future, you are showing weakness, wokeness and madness. If you go through all the trouble of publically shaming him as you did with your victim impact statements, then to go back on that righteous indignation at Nicholas would mean your victim impact statements were a waste and any good those victim impact statements you made would go away. I am not asking you, I am commanding you. 

Nicholas Cruz is as piece of sh*t, violent, reactionary, evil, murderer. But as a Christian I ask God to forgive me writing that and my similar not so nice attacks on him below.

I condemn the Parkland murderer's killing murder spree on and injuries to the Parkland High school students and I also condemn the pain and suffering he put their loved ones and the community through. 

This loser taking the lives of 17 awesome people deprived our world of all their love, their humanity, the joy they bring others and their light.  

I believe a great way for the victims families to heal and get more closure on this would be for them to start a Pay it Forward to keep their loved ones who were killed by the Parkland murderer alive by having all of the good things those victims did keep going and going to give life to all of their love , humanity, joy and light which keeps them into this world long after Nicholas is gone. 

This the symbolic and therapeutic and thus is the equivalent of the victims families and loved ones retroactively clogging up the barrel of Nicholas Cruz's gun with flowers.

Losing a child or family member or other loved ones is one of the hardest things for a person to endure.  In 1984, when I was a toddler in my current life, the doctors thought I had eye disease and when my parents were taking me into NYC to get emergency care for it, our car broke down on the Verrazano Bridge.  

My dad got out of that car and pleaded with God to take him instead of me. Luckily God started our car and we were able to get me to NYU for treatment.  If the car wasn't able to start again or did so hours later, who knows if I would have died then by going into deadly convulsions or if I would have gotten an infection.

My mom's mother lost her son when he was 28 in 1982 and I saw the effect on her and my grandpa which basically zapped her and my Grandpa of their life and caused them to live a empty life the next 9 to 17 years that still haunts me to this day

So as we see above, from my experience alone families are tight and losing loved ones is painful

Yet Nicholas Cruz never once considered the pain and suffering his terroristic acts would cause, or maybe just maybe that was his plan all along to not only kill or hurt innocent people but to cause grief, pain and suffering to their families, loved ones and the community. Regardless, he is deranged lunatic and seeing him get emasculated in court by the victims families in their impact statements is one of the few good things for those families and the community in all this darkness this piece of trash murderer showed

His cold blooded, murder of those 17 innocent people at his high school is so revolting and painful, and I show solidarity with everyone involved in this especially the victims in heaven and survivors of that horrible massacre along with their families. 

I want to heal the pain for Victoria Gonzalez who said the murderous killer Nicholas Cruz caused her to be isolated, alone and sad. I could help her recover as I also have such emotional isolation problems but not anywhere as bad as she has it and with me it is related to complex things from my life but with her her emotional suffering runs deeper and is worse , for one because of the fact her boyfriend was killed by this prick gunman savage geek

Victoria has more heart and compassion than most, she wanted Nicholas to succeed and not only did he let her down in the worst way possible but he killed her boyfriend and injured her too to add insult to injury

Victoria is a kind selfless person and that is a good trait to have and for her to have her boyfriend be killed  and for her to be scarred by this murderer should not take that away from her too.  Victoria can save lost souls so they turn their lives around the way she wanted Nicholas Cruz to turn his life around. 

This can help Victoria heal.  Maybe more education is a way to go for her in doing this, since she believed getting better at school work would turn Nicholas Cruz's life around for the better so maybe that would work on trouble teens who are actually human unlike this subhuman Nicholas Cruz dude.  Nicholas was a lost cause but there are people who are troubled like Nicholas who need someone like Victoria in their corner to be an embodiment of support for them

Joaquin Oliver is in heaven now and I wish him the best up there. 

I heard Gina Montalto's brother say he will never see her again and she was his only sister. I hope I can get him to feel Gina's presence with him every day when he misses her and for him to know she is at peace in heaven each time we mourns the fact her future dreams on Earth are shattered by the dip shit Parkland murderer. 

I hope i can pray to Gina Montalto each day to be a guardian angel for her brother and for her love, humanity, beauty, light be reflected in the people in Gina's brother's life like his future wife, his future female friends, and all the connections he made as a result of this barbaric evil act wrought onto them by that demon Nicholas TAKE A Cruz. 

Gina if you are reading this from heaven, your show your beautiful angelic presence into the lives of your parents on Earth and especially in the life of your brother who has a glaring hole in soul over the loss of you.   Watch over him and let all your beauty, humanity, love, light shine into all the people around him forever, even when he gets to heaven in the late 21st century

I heard Alyssa Alhadeff's parents Lori and Ilan say that Alyssa's future was stolen from the Parkland murderer but there is hope. Alyssa is in heaven now and her heavenly story is the next chapter for her life (I consider people as alive if their spirit keeps existing regardless if it is on Earth or in heaven).  God has great plans for Alyssa in heaven , from Jeremiah 29:11. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."  

We do not know what the afterlife is like, but I do know judging by all the things that Alyssa's parents thought she'd miss due to her murder she will get to do things better and more meaningful in heaven

Like Alyssa's parents and her grandfather David, I too was born and raised in the NYC metro area . I lived in Old Bridge in my current life from 1982 (birth) til 1997 and in Parlin from 1997 to 2007 (I went to Parlin almost every few days for the 15 years prior to that since my maternal grandparents lived there)

So Alyssa's death hit home to me. But New Jersey strong is a real thing and we NJans can get through such stuff.

Alyssa was a leader for her soccer team and I have no doubt wherever she is whether it is in heaven or as a reincarnated child in her next life, she is building people up and empowering them just by her presence alone just like she did in soccer, at home and in life.   God bless this beautiful angel Alyssa and her parents who should be commended for bringing her into this world

I have a direct personal message to Lori and Ilan Alhadeff, and also to Lori's dad David. Sorry for your loss, after hearing your stories about Alyssa, I would give my life right now in order to bring your daughter Alyssa back so ya'll can be together and she can reach all those goals she never will reach because of a subhuman troll took her life on Feb 14 2018

for me since me and my parents in 2007 moved from Parlin NJ to Florida despite the good things about Florida (freedom of faith, pragmatic politics except on guns, non toxic air unlike that toxic waste dump New Jersey etc), I never liked living in Florida.  

So despite my 2007-2008 fun at Celebrate Church and AXIS which made me feel as well connected and upbeat as I was in the 1980s when my whole family was alive and I did a lot of things with them and better than I would have been if I stayed in Noo Joisey,  I still tried to move out of Florida

I love cold weather, and I tried since 2007 to move back to North but to places further west to really get cold again like to Denver Colorado, Medford Wisconsin, Minneapolis Minnesota, San Francisco (they have among the coldest summers in the lower 48, Mark Twain once said " The coldest winter I ever spent was a summer in San Francisco.")

This reverse snowbird desire in me above is partly because I wanted to move to where our neighbors were from that I never went to since that would help me get over the misery of feeling embarrassed that I never went to where my neighbors and church maters were from. I also tried to move home but this time to Brick New Jersey due to homesickness but even that was too much. Florida is like quicksand it is easy to get (move) to but very hard to get out of (move away).  Florida sucks the life out of us non natives, especially us NYC area natives

I never could get out of Florida, but I did the next best thing which is I got to take trips to get me away from Florida for a few days (Oct 2009 to San Francisco, Feb 2012 to the Twin Cities Minnesota, Nov 2016 to Chicago Illinois, Nov 2017 to Sydney Australia and 1 day in LA) , 

What I am saying is between that me being trapped in Florida stuff above , my mom's stroke and my dad's near fatal heart attack along with my mental issues and our material problems, we have suffered in Florida, not like ya'll did but we did suffer here. I think for New Jersey area people like us, Florida has brought us disaster and pain that overrode the good things we got moving here.  

Not saying for ya'll but for me I am moving back home to NJ before moving out west to Anchorage or Denver etc because I had it with this state.  People from the Northeast in particular move to Florida mostly later in life and die in Florida. Florida has taken so many of our fellow Northeasteners in particular due to old people moving from that area moving here only to after a short skip here die in this state and not die up north with family friends and a familiar place 

New Jersey and the area might not be perfect but I appreciated the New Jersey area living in Florida a million times more than I did when I lived there. 

NJ has *gun laws which for all the restrictiveness that comes with them , still has zero school shootings and mass shootings to show for it unlike our pro gun , somewhat red state in Florida . 

NJ just feels like a place of life, while Florida with all the old people going here to die (I say this while noting that Alyssa's grandfather David was in his late 20s when I was born in my past life), mass shootings like Parkland (even with the best law enforcement you can find like with Lord Steve Israel), 80+ degree whether most days of the year (and I say this living in Central Florida I can only imagine the heat horrors ya'll face living in Southern Florida), gators, deadly lakes and lagoons (due to bacteria), the Ron Desantis tough on crime legacy police state machine (which only inflames crime within the state), the American Northeast transplants and tourists gentrifying Florida, etc, to quote my mom Florida has been a nightmare for us

Even though I have mixed feelings on Ron Desantis and acknowledge he has helped our state's economy and improved other socioeconomic stuff here and there, he is just an emboidement of Florida 

I will note since moving into our Kissimmee RV park in 2018, I have warmed up to Florida. I enjoy my rv park and area as a poor man's slice of the good fun I had in Celebration Florida in 2007 and 2008 like at Celebrate Church and AXIS, and this has made me realize that I will always spend at least part of the year here in Florida. But as you may know from being NJians, the best way to live in Florida is only part of the year and that is what I intend to abide by when I move from here. 

notes

*Sure, left wingers like my fellow Communists, Marxists, Socialists are pro gun and almost as much as Right wingers are, and this includes most of us lefitsts being closer to Republicans on gun control issues than to Democrats. But we are pro gun as a way to give all workers protection in a worker revolution and proletarian revolution. We are pro gun since guns help poc, women, LGBTQ+ people, my fellow Jews defend themselves against bigots.  

It always makes me wonder if the Parkland students had guns for protection in their backpacks when the Parkland shooter entered the school, someone would have killed him early on maybe preventing most of the students from dying. If we lived in a left wing anarchist inclusive society where we watched out for each other instead of having cops do so, those students would be armed for protection; Nicholas Cruz was going to get those guns no matter how strict or lax the gun laws were but only in a left wing anarchist, society would the students have been able to defend themselves by killing this monster with their guns early on 

When I heard Nicolas Cruz was spared the death penalty, I was relieved since I am generally overall Anti Death Penalty.

But after hearing the victim impact statements, I believe he deserved the death penalty, fuck it.

After all, I am a Marxist Maoist Tankie and I have a good rapport on China's due to them being a growing Marxist Maoist Communist country even though they have an especially harsh death penalty system. So it isn't impossible for me to make the leap from that line of thought to me supporting the Parkland murderer being executed via death penalty

Furthermore, how do I say I am against the death penalty in his case when all those victims families and survivors of that mass shooting laid out why the death penalty was needed in his case for closure, and justice.

While I support pie in the sky, idealist utopian criminal -prison reform as noted here (including here), I feel that murderer getting the death penalty in this case would have been a true Restorative justice (albeit one sided and with the the Parkland murderer's death being the thing that was restorative for the victims families) and would have dealt with this evil monster killer better than any leftist Anarchist society could ever do . 

I mean I believe that eventually judging by what the reddit Anarchists said that in a libertarian-egalitarian anarchist society , after tons and tons of trying to cure Nicholas Cruz of his issues and evil, or banishing him as a last resort eventually as said in one Anarchy101 thread on reddit, the Anarchist society would just kill Nicholas Cruz since at that point it is the only option

But as we heard in this video, we already knew in 2022 what a left wing utopian society would have eventually found out and that is the only way to protect society and give the victims closure would be to execute Nicholas Cruz

Those families were so distraught, maybe the Parkland monster's execution could have satisfied their bloodthirst fetish so they could have been put on a path to restoration and recovery from the damage he put them through

This video dispels the whole 'slips through the cracks' 'muh mental disorders made me do it' excuses . Even if Nicholas had 'mental disorders' he is as evil as Michael Myers from the Halloween series and as we know with Halloween V, and other Halloween movies the best way to protect the community is to kill Michael (Dr Sam Loomis will second this)

One of the under reported tragedies of the Parkland shooting was the fact the victims families were forced to allow the Parkland murderer to bring out the anger , fire, brimstone and vengeance in them in their victim statements at times. While the youtube comments praising all of the victim impact statements are my general view of said statements, I recognize that by the victims families being as aggressive and harsh as they were in their victim impact statements was the case of them stooping low in the direction of the Parkland murderer (the victims families at their rock bottom worst could still never stoop as low as Nicholas Cruz is since he is one of the most evil people I have ever witnessed) 

Nicholas Cruz got a kick out of seeing those victims families rattled, angry and harsh in their victim impact statements, because that type of behavior feeds his evil and darkness. They played right into that, but I still as mentioned in the above wall of text where I said my views on their victim impact statements match the youtube comment views that praised their victim impact statements. It's just that as a Christian who is pretty much an Anarcho Pacifist it is not easy to square sometimes for me

I agree with everything that Anne Marie Ramsay said in her victim statement in this link (trigger warning to the victims families and survivors of the Parkland murder, since he is in that video), from her love of her daughter expressed, to her criticism of our unjust prejudice country built on anti black foundations and other racial issues she addressed to her scolding of the Parkland murderer

I don't hate the Parkland murderer, but I detest him. God says not to hate so I won't hate him, just detest him. I hope he gets reincarnated after he dies and becomes a good person in his next life and helps save the lives of tons of people.  Him reincarnating after he dies is better for the victims families than him going to heaven after he dies, since if he went to heaven after he died in this life, he will be there with the victims he massacred and that would be awkward and sucky and below the belt. So whatever God decides for the Parkland murderer I'll go with .

I do however, also share this viewpoint below:

Ok let's pretend this is a debate class and I am a debate professor (like Ryan Wash of Weber State) who is deliberately adopting the most ridiculous position on the Parkland murder to demonstrate how to defend the indefensible (defensible in this case being me defending Sandy Hook victim's mother Scarlett Lewis treating Nicholas Cruz like a human in the eyes of the family and friends of the 17 victims of the Parkland murderer, having pity for him and saying she loved him, not the evil terroristic slaughter he committed at his high school in 2018, that is beyond indefensible and then some),  so here I go:

Scarlett Lewis has a pretty good rebuttal to Max S below, and she even came down a little on her position Max criticized her for during the victim impact statements. I guess since Scarlett Lewis had a son who was killed in a similar school shooting to Parkland H.S in 2012 (Sandy Hook shooting), she, like the Parkland victims' families lost a very young loved one due to senseless gun violence. This means she had a place in this whole Parkland shooting sentencing saga to speak to it and to play devil's advocate for Nicholas.

I am fine that Scarlett said she loves the Parkland murderer, since everyone and their mother was piling on the Parkland murderer to get over their grief over their loved ones being stolen from them by said Parkland murderer. 

So furthermore I think for someone like Scarlett who lost her young son to a similar monster as Nicholas telling Nicholas to say she loves the Parkland murderer is technically a humane thing to do. Why? Nicholas is still technically a human being (not one scientist or doctor on Earth would despite the fact he is technically a human being) and I am sure he has some emotion and gets hurt too (if not then he is the first person ever completely devoid of hurt and emotion which if is the case, then let's pay some of his prison mates to Oz Em City him)